The first night home with Manoli, I cried ! He would wake up every hour. I was so overwhelmed and extremely tired. I was also having trouble with breastfeeding and had to give him formula a few times, which killed me. I wasn't pumping anything out and my nipples were too sore from him trying to suck anything out. First few days were tough for me. I'm a schedule kind of person and not having established one yet stressed me out. I cried a few times during that first week. Thank goodness for my husband who always found a way to calm me down and call the pediatrician to make sure we were doing everything right.
There were moments when I thought, "What the hell did I get myself into ?!". I so missed the days of sleeping all thru the night. Everyone kept telling me it would get better and it has. Finally !
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